its another day
just reached home..and i was scolded by mum and dad again..
it has always been the same things for the past few days..why are you always going to school? why are you not finding a job? why you havent started working?
hai..i dunno y they don't understand that i am still waiting for MOE's response.
if MOE rejects me, i will find again..dunno leh..im kinda tired looking for jobs..
and i have a fear, i have a fear that if i look for other jobs, i might start getting interested in other jobs or even get selected..and in the end, i rejects MOE again..sigh..den i might get barred from MOE for life? hai..so many consideration..mayb im just taking the east way out..
wait and c what MOE responds..
hai.anyway i just received a rejection email from Ministry of Foreign Affairs (yah..i applied for a job at MFA as a Foreign Service Officer) to work at embassies.
i always get affected when i c uncles and aunties picking cans from the dustbins..hai..i wonder how much they can earn..its really not easy money..hai..and the uncle i met today was a young chap, think he's slightly younger than my dad.. (cos got less white hair)..yah..and i saw him gong from dustbin to dustbin looking for cans.. =(
hai..just makes me wonder if he's alone..if he has a family..and y he is doing all these?
hmm..den it makes me start thinking about what i really want to do..if i really can become a teacher, what can i do during these few months before i go NIE?
hai..i really feel like going to Cambodia and teach for 3 months..but then again, looking at the uncle today, i guess there are many people here whom i can help in Singapore itself..at least if i stay, i can teach more tuition kids, teach my cousin, continue my work..
but then again, having 3 months off may not be what i can enjoy in future..i should consider going overseas..at least i feel more at ease overseas than in Singapore..at least when im overseas, i can control where i want to head to and i know my help can impact..but back in singapore, i feel small, unsure about what i want to do..
sleepy again..yawnz..
it has always been the same things for the past few days..why are you always going to school? why are you not finding a job? why you havent started working?
hai..i dunno y they don't understand that i am still waiting for MOE's response.
if MOE rejects me, i will find again..dunno leh..im kinda tired looking for jobs..
and i have a fear, i have a fear that if i look for other jobs, i might start getting interested in other jobs or even get selected..and in the end, i rejects MOE again..sigh..den i might get barred from MOE for life? hai..so many consideration..mayb im just taking the east way out..
wait and c what MOE responds..
hai.anyway i just received a rejection email from Ministry of Foreign Affairs (yah..i applied for a job at MFA as a Foreign Service Officer) to work at embassies.
i always get affected when i c uncles and aunties picking cans from the dustbins..hai..i wonder how much they can earn..its really not easy money..hai..and the uncle i met today was a young chap, think he's slightly younger than my dad.. (cos got less white hair)..yah..and i saw him gong from dustbin to dustbin looking for cans.. =(
hai..just makes me wonder if he's alone..if he has a family..and y he is doing all these?
hmm..den it makes me start thinking about what i really want to do..if i really can become a teacher, what can i do during these few months before i go NIE?
hai..i really feel like going to Cambodia and teach for 3 months..but then again, looking at the uncle today, i guess there are many people here whom i can help in Singapore itself..at least if i stay, i can teach more tuition kids, teach my cousin, continue my work..
but then again, having 3 months off may not be what i can enjoy in future..i should consider going overseas..at least i feel more at ease overseas than in Singapore..at least when im overseas, i can control where i want to head to and i know my help can impact..but back in singapore, i feel small, unsure about what i want to do..
sleepy again..yawnz..
posted by xiaojunjunjunjunjun @ 12:37 AM
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