I am moving on!!
Lotsa confusion. Lotsa uncertainty in the past few weeks. But now, I am really looking forward to being a teacher.
anyway took up this tuition assignment to teach a Korean boy English. 3 times a week. super xiong. but i am enjoying. He specially came ot Singapore to study English for one and a half years. His dad said that if he learnt his English well enough for this one and a half years, he can go to USA to study English. woah. Its really a great responsibility on my part but its really fulfillin to see the progress each day.
Anyway, to the concerned friend who tagged my messagebox, I deleted your post because I do not agree with what you say. I am not sallowing in self pity. I am not just thinking and not doing anything. I just find that the words are too hurtful and decided to delete them. Maybe im a oversensitive and vulnerable person but I believe that I do not need such kinda concern from you. Apologies for being so harsh but I feel that i need more encouragement than whatever direct "shooting" that you were giving.
Rag has ended. suddenly the whole schedule feels strange. no more mornings at the float areas and rushing for tuition in the afternoon. no more late nights/mornings doing rag. hmm.
somehow I think God (no religion in particular) but just God has somehow helped me with this path. If I have applied for teaching earlier, I might not be able to really get involved in Rag. Rag has made me feel once again what it was to really work hard for something as a team. hafen felt it since campcraft comp 02.hmm.if i have applied for teachin earlier,i prob could not have been an attached senior and met my SOW OG. I might not have been able to make more friends like now.Might not have been able to have the time to go back for ATC. might not have met this wonderful group of tuition kids who are so diverse in their characters and hearing different stories from them every lesson.
So, I am really thankful for whatever has happened all this while. Things may not have gone the way that I wanted it but somehow, it seems to have turned out better. somehow, somewhere, God has helped pave a better path for me.Enjoying everyday. Living life to the fullest. =)
anyway took up this tuition assignment to teach a Korean boy English. 3 times a week. super xiong. but i am enjoying. He specially came ot Singapore to study English for one and a half years. His dad said that if he learnt his English well enough for this one and a half years, he can go to USA to study English. woah. Its really a great responsibility on my part but its really fulfillin to see the progress each day.
Anyway, to the concerned friend who tagged my messagebox, I deleted your post because I do not agree with what you say. I am not sallowing in self pity. I am not just thinking and not doing anything. I just find that the words are too hurtful and decided to delete them. Maybe im a oversensitive and vulnerable person but I believe that I do not need such kinda concern from you. Apologies for being so harsh but I feel that i need more encouragement than whatever direct "shooting" that you were giving.
Rag has ended. suddenly the whole schedule feels strange. no more mornings at the float areas and rushing for tuition in the afternoon. no more late nights/mornings doing rag. hmm.
somehow I think God (no religion in particular) but just God has somehow helped me with this path. If I have applied for teaching earlier, I might not be able to really get involved in Rag. Rag has made me feel once again what it was to really work hard for something as a team. hafen felt it since campcraft comp 02.hmm.if i have applied for teachin earlier,i prob could not have been an attached senior and met my SOW OG. I might not have been able to make more friends like now.Might not have been able to have the time to go back for ATC. might not have met this wonderful group of tuition kids who are so diverse in their characters and hearing different stories from them every lesson.
So, I am really thankful for whatever has happened all this while. Things may not have gone the way that I wanted it but somehow, it seems to have turned out better. somehow, somewhere, God has helped pave a better path for me.Enjoying everyday. Living life to the fullest. =)
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