tears in the classroom

broke down in 2T1 class today =(
i always hear stories of teachers leaving classrooms in tears..and i never knew that would happen to me..until today..
i din want to cry..i din want to look weak..but i just felt this sense of helplessness..
how can i ever teach these group of students? how can i ever make them learn something at the end of my lesson? why is it having put in effort to prepare for a lesson just became unappreciated?

after 2T1 class, i went straight to 3N1..it hurts when students say, " teacher, you don't need to teach la..we just read notes can liao.." or "i would rather have another teacher to teach"..

wats wrong? am i such a bad teacher? =( maybe my classroom management sucks..maybe i just sucks..

when can i blog some happy stuff?