its been a long time since I blogged.
Hai. im kinda unfocussed recently. I know I have got lotsa preparatory work to do. but i just seem to be so unfocused. =(
sigh. what's wrong with me?

im feeling kinda negative about teaching.
teaching is the kinda job when you still have to work on the weekends or in the evenings.
preparing worksheets, powerpoint slides.
hai.i can forsee all my weekends burning out in the months to come.

and i can forsee that I won' be able to sleep early tonight.
probably being new and without the resources meant that I have lotsa work to do. =(
mayb after a few years, I would have gathered sufficient resources to be able to rest during weekends.
but that will be in years to come..
sad..