the day din start off too well.. =(

with the HOD forgetting my name at the meeting..
and not assigning any task to me for Science week..
somehow, makes me feel so small... =(

started the morning lesson with 4e1.. i think i spent too much time trying to settle the talkative boys that one of my students have to say "can we start now?"...sigh.. and when the bell rang and cos the next teacher was not here..i continued..so the next teacher commented that i was an inefficient teacher..my heart sank.. probably i am..

then went for VE lesson..there was supposed to be 30 minutes of teachers' time..which i was only informed of today and which i had no time to prepare..
sigh..i thot i could just use the time to settle the admin like collecting o level and n level fees..but in the end, none of them brought it =(
and i wanted to show them some videos..
but only to realise that all the videos were already shown ..
did terrance's USD1 trick..
but in the end, one of the students said he did not quite understand (probably of my bad facilitation skills)

went to 2e2.. i think my lessons are really boring.. seems that 2e1 had more fun instead.. felt so guilty towards my class.. i also hope i can make my lesson more interesting and more fun.. =)
sigh..i probably lack all the creative juices.. need to get them back..

went on with the lesson with 4e1.. one of the students just said things like "nvm..surely fail one la" then one of my students wanted to drop chemistry.. hai..

went on to npcc.. hmm.. got the timing for the flag day wrongly so had to reprint.. sighz.. in the end, not enough time to give to all the students..


and i only had a mouthful of the lunch i bought.. so sad.. =( had to bring it home for dinner..

whats wrong with me?.. =(