facebook is evil.

it was the topic that came up in today's discussion.
i still innocently asked "how come it is evil?"
then when i came back home, i realised i was upset after looking at facebook.

my friend valued a present that another friend gave more than the one she received from me.
sigh..my present was more expensive..and truthfully, I put in efforts in my presents. i wrote a small note for everyone.. perhaps, life was unfair..

i was upset when i was left out for some gatherings.. left out for food..

hai.. how come so upset? anyway, negativity seems to have set in tonight..
i was upset that my mum give face to one of my friends more than the other..
upset that i am still single and my mum keeps asking me to get married..
so angrily, i told her "I DONT WANT TO GET MARRIED. I AM GOING TO BUY MORE INSURANCE COS I NEED TO MAKE SURE I AM WELL COVERED WHEN I AM ALONE."

need to stop for now..